living on impulse

honestly, i don't wanna blog anymore. :
my life just isn't bloggable.
some events just don't influence me
enough for me to blog them.
but hey, i've got something to share. wow.

living on impulse.
a friend of mine told me, that would be
living an animal's life.
we are animals right?
and i guess i've lived on impulse today.

it's a weird experience really.
it's just about doing what you want to do.
no strings attached. no worries. you simply don't care.
you just act on impulse.
i'm a "schedulized" person.
i always think of things to be done.
it's like turning me 180 degrees to live on impulse.
i must admit, it was fun. it was living.
right, i don't have a life :

oh well.
i'm still quite in the state of recovery. lol

Tribute to certain people

DND

DEATH NOTE DONE.

i'm through with the 37 episodes of Death Note.
generally, it's okay.

since L died, the anime didn't make sense to me anymore.
wait, that sounds so biased.
when L died, it gave me a sense of closure.
this is why the introduction of a bunch of new characters
is just so anticlimatic.

at first, i liked Light.
we had similarities but i wouldn't kill like he did.
wait, i wouldn't kill.
his rivalry against L was really interesting.
but then, as time passed. Light lost his sanity
little by little. he was no longer human.
he was just this killing machine
who is too full of himself to think to be God.
he plain sucked.

Light's confinement and "execution"
was interesting. i liked Light when he was sane again.

i loved the part when they were running after Higuchi.
it really gave a sense of closure.
but then, L died!!!!

then Near and Mello appeared.
then everything seemed so lame.
i love Near though. :x
i wonder how young he is..

what's worse, i never got to know L's name
throughout the series!!!!

oh well.
that's Death Note.

He dies?!?!?!?!?!?

i was watching death note since uh, my depression.
i watched it to end my depression.
it betrayed me.
it now causes my sadness.
well, i'm not really sad anymore.
i just want to dwell on his loss a bit longer.

how the hell could he die?
my interest for him hasn't even reached the second day?
oh darn.

i really like him.
we have striking similarities.
awwww.

> we both have eyebags. haha
> we like sweets.
> we don't easily trust people.
> we're both fond of church.
> we're both good in massaging feet.

i really love the way he thinks.
so smart and yet so simple - minded.
he plays tennis and he can
defend himself.
for some reason, he is freakin rich as well.

oh i just love him. :x
too bad he's gone.
oh well.

LONG LIVE L!!!!!