another answer to depression

"WELCOME everything that comes to you
BUT do not LONG for more."

this was the quote from my calendar last July 3.
i can't forget about this quote because of its
obvious application in my life.

i am a person who wants things done.
i admit that the only thing i'm good at is my academics.
and yet, it can betray me and just abandon me in the slume areas of my life.
i suck in extra - curricular activities.
name it. i stink in each and everyone of them.
P.E, i can't play an instrument, i can't make any creative thing.
i'm not ranting about this to degrade my being.
i am stating the facts which serve as factors for how i react to certain conditions.

since academics is my only refuge, i expect a lot from it.
i have my own standards set before me and i get really disappointed
when i don't get the perceived results.
my parents don't really require me anything.
it's just me scolding myself around.
as seen from a different perspective, i may sound stupid.
but this idea just seems so real from time to time.

the quote i share to you is something i use to get me out
of my childish depression.
one should just accept everything and not ask for more.
do what you can and accept the results with no further complaints.
besides, it is exactly you to blame why things turned out the way they did.
it's hard but it is worth the shot.

i don't really have people to talk to about such things cause i end up sounding
arrogant and self - centered.
well, maybe i am. i don't really know.

just shared it. keep it in mind godgivengift.
it'll help you live.