Tears

tears are one of the many fascinating things in this world.
they are crystal - like droplets welling beside your eye
and eventually falling down continuously and it won't
stop even when you want them to. sometimes,
they won't come when you need them.

funny thing is tears come from extreme emotions.
emotions which are not so similar
but maybe interconnected or related.
when you're too happy.
when you're too sad.
when you experience too much pain.

i've had a good amount of these things in my life.
it feels good to cry and just let those tears fall.

but i'm not publishing this entry to be all
sentimental. it's because i see people
crying frequently and it bugs me.
i'm not good in comforting people
and i don't like comforting people either.

maybe it's because i'm my own confidante.
i don't cry in front of others.
therefore, i am not comforted by others.
which is why i don't know how to do so
and it just makes it fair that i don't comfort others too.
that sounded mean and indifferent.
i think a better way of dealing
crying people is not to comfort them
but to cry with them.
that i can't do either since as i've said, i don't
cry in front of others.

i'm just ranting here because it feels weird to see people cry.
it creates a weird tension in the
atmosphere.

oh well.
cry all you want
but don't be sulky for the rest of your life.
i address that to all the people
who have been blue lately especially
my friends.